Changing Points

people change. things dont always stay the same. for now, i think every1 should just kick their own ass and be happy someone eats his own sht or does something stupid. even better, dont be happy at all. as with all beings, there are certain events that affect and change their personalities. some are temporary, some are permanent, depending on the event and damage. it doesnt pay to be good, only the good die young, why? cos whats the point of living long if u have to be good? looks can be deceiving, people can have split personalities, everyone has secrets, its only how well they keep it. the moment ur secret betrays u, u can turn into killer mood or maybe emo a while. again, that depends, on the type of secret. why are we here on this earth? why do we die in the end? why do we exist, to work so hard, to enjoy, knowing that u have, just to leave everything once more and die? sometimes u go first, sometimes they go first, sometimes, they didnt even start, many times, one is heartbroken and the other.....well, doesnt give a fcking damn. people are dangerous, especially women. why are there 3 times more women than men? cos not everytimes a success. life isnt plain sailing, only god doesnt know that. why? cos hes playing with all of us down here, that answers y we exist, to be playthings. that " " up there fools us around. favouring some, disappointing others. well, u cant possibly please every1, but at least give equal chances, not leave 1 in despair give the other all da good stuff. like transformers, theres more to everything thats meets the eye, i maybe cheerful at times,mostly in school. but deep down, when im alone, who knows? whats the meaning of success, is it a destination, or is it an experience u gain along the way. for me, its the destination. things dont always happen twice, one chance, one moment, miss it, thats ur problem. dont tell me failure is the mother of all successes, i dont give a fcking damn, i dont beleive. its not true. not everyone invents light bulbs like Thomas Edison. god favours him, he has hundreds, maybe thousands of trys, to make something. Albert Einstien another lucky bitch. not every1 does. thats y suicide happens, cos of failure most of the time. remember, people come, people go, people change.......lets live in peace, hoping that our dreams will one day come true. till then, suffer in silence.

Lucky? or Unlucky?

Today when i went to NAFA for art lessons, the teacher made me pose in front of the class so that they could sketch me! WTF! i had to put my arms in akimbo and lean on 1 leg. 10 mins later, i crashed. wonder how raffles did it though?

yea. something like that, except my hands were on my hips, keep sliding off-tired la. u try! so embarrasing but lucky others kena also hehe.

After lesson, i was walking home with my friend and well, we were waiting at the side 1 moment and the next we were halfway across. nothing special eh? except we then discovered that the lights were still red. chiong ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! would u be happy if i died? dont bloody celebrate. im still here to haunt u.

Total Defence Day 12345

15 feb. sg's total defence DAy.
this years was da most memorable for me.

ya all know, CTSS students, that every year, some unlucky soul gets to go on stage to give a talk bout it right? every year they talk the same piece of sht, so boring-like a broken tape recorder, timed to play on 15 fed every yr. than it would be mass sleeping 4 the school down there, same for me 2! and guess wad? this yr, for being forgetful and bringing d wrong book for english, i had the "HONOUR" together with 2 others to do the presentation 4 the total defence. Suay? no not yet. after that i was made in charge, wad to do? Mr eugene tan only know me. hmm maybe. between 3 of us. i Pro mah!! hehe. still not unlucky enough? we had to link the talk with SELF DISCIPLINE. wa seh. just coming up with the script for video killed 1/2 of my wonderful Brain Cells. only the 3rd one was apporved. and even so during the shooting, we changed it- Again! i mobilised the whole class to share the misery. i so saddist. who Cares? the props alone were hard enough to get then we filmed it under the SUN for 1+half hours. 37 freshly rosted Pigs. following we 3 still had to come up with the speech. k. getting 3 idiots to stand in front of the whole school and do a moving speech+video on how a puny country can survive can survive a WaR with self discipline. Thats c00l..... but in the end all came out well. wad to do? The School Loves me.
watch the video......again? maybe.im not inside cos i was helping to direct it. pls, pls, laugh. P.S there are 2 parts, 1st part is w/out self discipline, 2nd is with self discipline. oh ya, and i really want to thank all of u 4b1 s and mr tan for staying back, even though u didnt had to. thxs

Wad A Coincidence!!!

cant believe it, i just saw miss lim in the mrt while going to my art school. ya know the ex Bio/PE teacher from CTSS? she sitting there, using her laptop like always, i somewhere say.....3 metres away? yea, should be. hmmm seeing teachers outside scool nowadays so much. i keep seeing miss Tan Wen Yi, my chem teacher when i go to school. on da MRT, and i tot teachers have cars. haha lol. the today, is Singapore's today-15 feb. i think the blog's 1 is American time. Right?

Camp memories

Today is valentines day, which is, coincidentally, 1 month after my school camp- Aspire 09. lets reminse.




It was my best camp ever! we had a SALSA dance course on the Day 1 and we paired up with da opp0s1+e gender. wHOA i tell u, that was good. so sad, my friend "luk Meng" hehe sorry luks, had chest pain. sadded. Mun keat even more funny. his hands were shaking like there were frogs inside. hahaha. so funny. 3 hrs wkshop. sad. so short.

next day got c.i.p . then some dumb wkshops that teach us how to us e.g pimple cream. so interesting...pls laugh......then at 9pm we went for night hike around Singapore. went as seperate classes, came back as a level cohort. imagine like 3oo ppl in orange walking in together in the miidle of the night. Good G0d, pontianak also run away. we returned to school 5a.m and ate bread. then sleep. 10a.m 2nd round of breakfast. then 12pm break camp and we went for lunch. waa. eat so much . but idk y? wont grow fat. Jealous . yea haha. but the best thing was- i made new friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!from different classes, different worlds. sadly, that was the only interesting event till now, the teachers, unfortunately 4 us, even more worried 4 our 0-levels, so no choice lor need chiong.

Valentines Day

hai sadded...............my valentines day like a piece of crap.
spent the whole day emo ing at home cos still got tuition, this kind of day should be public holiday right. but stupid school still giving hw also. PAP no love de la................hai, sad case. wonder what my friends doing?????????????

My favourite

This is my favourite Transformer- Blackout. its an Mh-53 sivorsky assualt helicopter and its the largest decepticon. too bad it died in movie 1. hai..........sadded. ok now after transformers 2, i like Fallen better, not Blackout. fallen is my idol

Optimus

This is Optimus Prime. Its 1 of my favourite toys. i bought it last year somewere around.......hmm........September. i think it was a birthday present. so cool right? dont think many of u would think such a big boy like me would play with such things eh?but i do. hehe